I'm sorry friend
I don't know what to do
I try so hard
to be a better person to you

I screw up a lot
and I ignore you too
I don't know why
but I still love you

you're my best friend
I know we can make it through
lets make this friendship last
and make it better and true

I know your getting sick of me
I'm getting sick of myself too
I don't know how many times
I can say sorry to you

but really I am a fool
to let such a wonderful
friendship break in two

I'm going to push aside the past now
I'm going to be nicer to you
and show what I can do

you're my best friend still
and you're my favorite too
remember the good times and I
know we'll make it through..

friends:if i did wrong,ples forgive me..i didnt mean it..mse seolah-olah mencemburui kite semua,ia smakin cpat brlalu dan brlalu..seolah-olah ditiup angin tnpa pamitan..i will miss our moments till the end..but honestly,im really2 scared..scared to lose u,frenz..i dun know why..i really hopes that u fell that to..

bile dipikir-pikirkan,aq smakin tkut..smakin hari smakin dkat dngn peperangan sebenar kite semua SPM..smakin hari smakin singkat mse untuk kite brsame..semakin hri semakin kite mnjauh..knape?

p/s:aq harap even one day ty kite brpisah,kite still engt each other..n kalu bole aq nk korang sume jadi saksi kjayaan aq,mcm mne aq jdik saksi kejadian korang sume..aq nk korang kongsi kgembiraan ngan aq ble aq nk kahwin satu ary ty..aq nk korang ade disisi ble aq nk brsalin{pompuan je taw..laky2 xyah..hehe},aq nk korang yg jdik mak n ayh angkt tok ank2 aq n the most importnt aq nk korang yg mndikan jenazah aq satu ary nnty ble aq da tutup mte n xdpt brkongsi sgalenye dngn korang lgy n angkt jenazah aq tok dkebumikan..aq harap sngt,even korang jao beribu batu..act like u still at my side kay?so,i can make up myself to be more better..cz aq taw korang ade kt sisi aq..

aen,eja,eya,yana,fifie,nad,jane,ainaa,kyda,izz,finie,ummi,cery,syaid,naz,kuden,randhi,apiz n sume kwn2 aq..luv u all la..sape2 yg nme nye xde kat snie jgn la kecik aty ye,even ur name not write  here but u still in mymind n myheart..remmebr that!!!

LOL a.k.a LOT OF LOVE,juz for you my dear chingu...muahxx..xoxo..

FRIENDs

I love you
I'm thankful for you
Its only you I value, that is friend

Oh I love you my friend
I even know you by your eyes
Even if its hard and tiresome, you're always next to me, my friend
You're constant like the moonlight, You're unchanging like the starlight
My friend
Even if it's hard, let's always be together

The time we spent together in school, sometimes we were tired and we fought
We like like a pen and a notebook, full of empty space
the boundless days will become memories like yesterday
You are my friend by name
Together waiting for the bus, I saw you stick out your hand
The gift of friendship, we had each others trust
Let's not change, friend
Only you, my friend
Will you put your arms around me?
I love you my friend

When it's difficult, lean against me
When it's painful, lean against me
I'll definitely wipe your tears
I come whenever
I'll promise you
Never let go of the two hands you're holding tightly

Oh I love you my friend
I even know you by your eyes
Even if its hard and tiresome, you're always next to me, my friend
You're constant like the moonlight, You're unchanging like the starlight
My friend
Even if it's hard, let's always be together

I love you
I'm thankful for you
Its only you I value, that is friend

Even if time passes, let's not pass by each other
From now on, let's know each other's though by seeing each others eyes (In your heart)
Our harmony that has another color like Do Re Mi Fa So La Si Do
Let's run together in a gym track
Let's hold hands, no matter what happens
Let's never get go
Let's be friends that depend on each other

When it's difficult, lean against me
When it's painful, lean against me
I'll definitely wipe your tears
I come whenever
I'll promise you
Never let go of the two hands you're holding tightly

Oh I love you thank you
The person I'll be with for the rest of my life
Oh I love you thank you
I'll always become your strength
Us two we become hard in this love deeper than love
My friend
Let's be together always to forever

I love you
I'm thankful for you
I love you
To you...

Special to all my frenz..jao atau dkat korang still dhaty..lpe atau engt korang still dfikirn..our frenship,xkn luput dtelan zaman walaupun kite terpisah jao..remember that..SARANGHAEYO!

m!anneyo,chingu-yah!!

assalammualaikum..lme xupdate kan?tpy ary nie rse nk update blog nie..but wit sad story la..

this week skola bru bkak,so msing2 dpat result stelah 2 minggu enjoy holidays kan?ade yg sendu,ada yg ske n ade yg gle..mcm2 glagatla..trmsok la aq..tpy ini bkan story yg aq nk cte..
story nie bout chingu aq..aq taw even dye xsala kan aq tpy aq tetap rse brsalah..aq yg knal kan,aq yg rpat kan n aq rse aq yg rosak kan..aq sdih sngt2 ble aq knang kan pe yg trjadik..xtaw knape aq kecewa sngt2 cz KAWAN aq kecewa kan KAWAN aq sndiri..byangkan lah..
aq xdpt terima sume nie..still trbyang-byang kgembiraan dye suatu ktika dlu tpy skang aq taw even dye glak,senyum tpy aq nmpak sendu n duka kt wajah dye..u can liar to everyone in this world.but sorry dear not to me..i know u veryvery well..:/

im reallyreally sory..i dun know y its all happen..na molla..frenz,if u want to angry wit me,dun want to see myself,i can get it..i know u feeling..its broke rite?same like me..reallyreally broke..but what can we do?bnda da brlalu..even kite kecewa pown,even kte terluka pown prkare tuh da brlalu..maaf kwan..

engt janjy ALLAH ianye pasty..tiade cacat celanya tiade tpu helahnya..kita yg mnjdi khalifah dibumi nie,hnye mmpu mnjajny kn yg trbaik..jadi,ble rase kcewa n ia sukar diubati engt jnjyNYA yg satu..jgn mudah mngalah..trus kan hidup..life mus go on..

frens:sorry..i didnt meant it..mayb ko xsalakan aq tpy aq ttp akn salakn dri aq..n kalu ko xnk aq salakn dri aq,ko pown jgn sala kn dri ko..berbaloi ke salakn dri sndri?da lah kite yg trluka tpy kita plak yg rse brsala..sdang kan DYE dngn snang haty nye brgembira tnpa rase bersala..

hey,you boy:i hate u la...arh...aq sdih la nan ko..kecewa sngt2..knape ko rosakkn kpercayaan aq pde ko?ko hncurkn harapan aq pde ko?aq sangkakan ko da brubah..tpy u still same..ko msih dngn ego ko yg xpena nk pkir perasaan owang..why?
       xpe la...
          BYEP!

i DREAM again

why?why?aish..i dream about HIM again n again...why?im so tired bout all of it..i tried to DELETE him from my memory..n when i can,his shadow always wit me..like he still in my side but.....i dun know la..
i remembr him but i dun know he still remember me or not?i cant hate him even i know he hate me damn much..

yes,u hurt me..but y i cant hate u?i still remember u?u broke my heart n until know i cant 4get it..u know what?when u hurt me once i still can accept u,luv u but when u do it twice,im sorry its enough..eventhough i still remembr u n u still want me back..my mouth said no but my heart said yes..

when u hurt me once,i jus smile..my frenz always said that i have no feeling but i jus keep quiet,.n the second time i accept u again coz i still luv u,MAYB!n u do it again..TWICE!u hurt my heart,dear!!aigo,but im still smile like its jus okay eventhough my heart is crying...n this time is enough..even u come n wants a third chance but im sorry...im sick of it..mayb i cant hate u n still luv u but its okay..even jus me the only one remmbr u,im still happy..my frenz always said jus 4get it,fara..life mus go on..n i jus laugh n said my life is go on now..im not sad,cry or so on..see i can laugh..and then they hit my head n said please b more serius n dun hide u true feeling..

i dun know who care when i hurt..i always think..thats my frenz think bout that?like i always think bout them?i dun know..na molla!!but frenz if u care bout that..thanxx very2 much..luv u all...=']

dear MR.A,
       thanx cz come to my life..even jus 4 awhile..u lead me to know bout love,hurt n trust..eventhough,im hurt but im really2 thanxx to u cz now i cant luv or accept anyone else..its look like im in trauma..hehe..thanx cz u bring colourfull in mylife n make my face always epy..thanxx cz give me some of ur luv..thanxx 4 all of it..n im sorry cz i cant b like person u luv..im failed..

dear FRENZ,
       thanxx cz always b wit me..when i happy or sad..we laugh n cry together..its a gud memory that we can remmbr in ours life..please dun 4get it..thanxx cz b my frenzzz..but im sorry cz hide my true feeling from u guys..i hide all my prob from u guys..u know me rite?i like to keep it by myself..

sorry frenz..im really2 tried it but its not enough..n i know it..aigo...so,frenz..can u help me?please fix it again..wit ours memory..tq...luv u all!!!
                        JELGAH..
                             ANYEONG..
                                       SARANGHAMIKA,CHINGU YAH!

long time no see!!

assalammualaikum..hyep..lme xjmpe..
hehe..long time no see la..sjak2 CUTY SKOLA mnjelang nie..aq agk sibuk brcuty..of couse la d mELAKA..tnah air ku..
tpy  ble pkir2 blik,rindu plak nk gy skola..yelah,ni kan SENIOR year?xske plak cuty lame2 nie..buat aq rindu je kt skola..

i will miss my memory in school with frenz,teachrs n all..sekarng da bln 6..xlme lgy SPM..ble SPM mkin dkat mksudnye makin pantas mase brlalu n smkin cpat aq akn  meningglkn zman prsekolahan..aigo..i cant face it..ha,aq ade story jap psal skola gak..
mse ary sbtu ary uh,aq gy window shopping nan mama..haha..luv it..n tmpt yg wajib aq kunjungi mstylah SPEEDY n take a look new KOREAN movie..n im sooooo happy coz da jmpe movie yg aq crik slame nie..MASTER OF STUDY[연구 석사]..wow,so enjoy la..n guess what?aq da abis tngok movie uh dlm mse 3 hary je..pdahal ade 16 episod tau..msty korang pelik ape kene mngena cte korea uh dngn skola kn?sbnar nye melalui cite uh,skit sebnyak aq jdk kn teladan..mcm mne care ingn brjaya dlm hidup dan tnggani msalah..serta betapa erat nya hubungn ckgu n murid dan betapa kukuhnye persahabtan yg terjalin..sungguh,walaupun  ia hnye sebuah movie tpy cite uh memang bgus untuk dtontoni..bnyk pengajaran yg bole diambil..aq xtahu knapa tpy aq menangis stiap kali persahabtn mereka diuji,setiap kali mslah melanda n setiap kali mereka kekal brsatu apabila masalah mnjengah..mereka mngejar mimpy yg satu..
bgitu juga dngn aq..mngejar mimpy nan satu..ingin brjaya dlm hidup..malah aq harap keakraban antra aq n kwn2 kekal spanjang mse walaupun jauh beribu batu kami terpisah..INSYAALLAH..aq hrap prshabtn aq n kwn2 akn lebih kukuh n erat lgy..seperty kukuhnye akar yg mncengkam bumi n eratnya seperty bulan dan bintang!
arh...so sad ble mngenangkn nye..xsmpai sethun lgy aq n kwn2 akn bwak haluan msing2..hopes we still be frenz...
          thats all...
                        anyeong>_<